Do I dare... buy a Dare?

That's right, I'm giving in. Ben really likes his Dare so far, and I've always secretly wanted one but I was just convinced that it would piss me off. He has NO patience for anything (except his family and me, thank God), so if he can handle it, I'm gonna give it a shot. I hope I don't regret this. I'm already going to pay a $35 restocking fee for returning my phone, and I really don't want to have to pay another fee to return this one too (not to mention the cost of this phone). Plus, if I don't like this one, I fear there's no hope for me on any Verizon phone. I'll probably just go back to the original phone (the decoy) if I don't like the Dare, because at least I've gotten used to the quirks of it and I know how to handle them. It'll still piss me off, but I can deal until something better comes along I suppose. I really hope I like the Dare.

I'm blogging about a stupid cell phone to take my mind off of wedding details. I'm just freaking TIRED of the details. The bigger things were much more enjoyable. This is just, as Amberly might say, like being pecked to death by ducks. Except the ducks are figments of my imagination and they're inside my skull pecking away at my frontal lobe! For whatever reason I'm just convinced, every second of every day, that I'm forgetting something. ALWAYS. It's driving me insane. Yes, I know I'll be married at the end of the day no matter what, but if I just wanted to "be married at the end of the day" I would've gone to the courthouse. This is just part of the package - the reality is, it's crunch time, and what that means for me is, I have a lot to get done and very little time to do it. So it's ok that I'm feeling this way. I chose to go the "big wedding" route, and I would never have it any other way. I'm enjoying it while it lasts, because even though it's stressful, it's a stress that I'll miss a few weeks from now. I'll miss the excitement and the anticipation. I'll never get to look forward to this and freak out about it ever again. I say that I'm "tired of it", but what I really mean is just that I'm tired, period. It's a little draining. If I didn't have to worry about work and I could just bask in the little details of my wedding uninterrupted, I'd feel much better :) Oh well - you can't always get what you want!