Weather.com can kiss my a**

Haha, ok, I'm not that upset. I'm more upset that I allowed myself to look at the weather forecast for Friday than I am about the forecast itself. 40% chance of scattered t-storms. Really?!?! That's probably the worst forecast they could give me. If it's gonna be raining at 5:30pm on Friday, then let it pour all day long so it's obvious. If it's not gonna be raining at 5:30pm, then let it be sunny all day long, so it's obvious. Don't give me this "maybe, maybe not" crap and force me to make a tremendously difficult decision at 2pm on Friday, in the middle of my wedding day. DAMNIT. Maybe we'll be able to do the wedding outside, but what about photos? Grr. I just want to know, one way or the other. I'm really not going to be totally crushed if we have to do it inside - I've made my peace with that possibility - but I always pictured my photos being done outside with blue skies and pretty, natural lighting, and the possibility of having to let go of that dream actually upsets me more. Ugh. I know it has to rain on SOMEONE'S wedding day, but why mine? The better question is "why NOT mine?". It's not like I've done anything to deserve God's favor on my wedding day. I told Him that this morning. I said, "God, I know that I don't deserve beautiful weather. I know that there's nothing special about me that makes me more deserving than anyone else. But I'm begging you, because I believe that you are the ONLY one who can do anything about it, to have mercy on me because I know that you love me as your child. If there's any way that it can fit into your plan and your will, please give us a sunny day, or at least a dry day." I'll be praying that prayer at least 45 times a day for the next two days, and I hope you'll join me :) Thanks!